wow this is my 300post and it is definitely suprising that i still bother to come over here
just to post over here for some ppl who dunnoe
i in the end take back my words and agree to the tchers going the oversea trip
arghh feel like taking a knife and stab at myself
indeed unchallenged king of self-own
this has also added the amount of stuff that i need to do over this whole month
thank goodness prelim is not that packed IMO
see-ing that "positive" side in all these shit

suddenly i feel like doing alot of things
even came up with this to-do-list
most of it is learning new stuff and should be practical
and sad to say, study doesnt seem to be one of it. zzz
ahhh

alright, that all.
i seriously dun tink i will update here anymore any soon
let it stay as 300th post
its a nice number

The End

i know i super long didnt post liao
so i gotta admit this place is getting dusty and is going to die
i shall not post much any soon
until my engrish improve
or smth better happen =)

and and, no brazil trip for national day
thats my final decision
too bad

ok shall blog since i turned 18 alr
but the funny part is
i feel not much diff from " im 17!"
ok la....can do more things liao =D

i would say this year is quite memorable
cos not much of drama as compare as last year
but more of action and excitment

one year has passed since turning 17
and really dun feel i accomplish much thing
still the same slacker
but still its the day which makes this year special
really need to thanks alot of ppl (even thou i alr mention at fb)

gotta thanks o8s11 for the advanced celebration tgt with the other may babies
gotta thanks the sage team for that cake. it saves my stomach for the afternoon. rofl
and last of all
i reallyyyyyyy wanna thanks the majority of 4Bo7
thanks for that well-though raping plan
but i tink i will prefer ur original plan
and thanks for the present which is a new type of style for me. haha
and thanks chengyang for carrying my present without me knowing its mine
and thanks the police for joining in the midnight with us. xD

last fri was quite sian
go until NTU jus to wait for mr yuen and stone until he finally come
which is like evening liao
lucky make use of the back-to-sch trip to explain so as to save time
was late for the class dinner but oh well give them extra time to prepare
went to ramen 10 and it was a big grp which we must wait for freaking long
like the shop is gonna close

jieheng was super lucky to taste the forfeit for losing "chuckie"
bet it was super nice
so liddat head home
(am i suppose to say im disapppointed since no one at that time celebrate for me)
so went home to actually shortly receive a call from chengyang that
"lets go mk hse thon"
ya they are so good in luring me out
and thr i am being ambush by them
gotta thanks for their effort and the ppl for staying even thou no more public transport liao
so we stay arnd and they indeed hav fun taupok-ing
but i guess all of us are unaware the noise lvl
cos even my sis also can hear from on top. haha

ok so here come police kor kor and come copy our ic
oh well
not the first time
get use to it. kns so suay meet them when they haven fulfil their quota of copying names
so liddat go home to bathe so many times to remove those creams and cakes of me.
so thats abt it for their surprise
next day was jus movie outing with some of them
din go talent time
oh well...opportunity cost.
ok thats quite a long post.
should put an end to it.

just came over here to say
i cant slp right now
so many things to say
yet no one to say to
its just too hard to express

ok i am finally here, after feel like coming here since i had told myself not to go facebook
or else ppl are gonna start to say im addicted.
haha my mentor is observing me. LOL

past few weeks have been rather busy.
tests, SAGE, SPA and some other random stuffs
is like so not enough sleep la
even my weekend also hardly get to sleep till the sun rise high up
and the main part is
my grades are not moving up
instead i still feel its going down

felt the pressure in my class
it comes way faster than O lvl
still rmb this period of time we are still playing bridge after school. haha
now, all zao to diff place to study even thou classmates got occasional trips to CR45
fyi CR45 is our com lab
and the lab tech is freaking imba
he block all fb apps and we cant play poker, RC, do quizzes and etc
pro right
really turn me off
dun feel like going thr

its so lifeless
just feel that the fun factor is missing
nth much to do with constant reminder saying that A lvl is coming
time to mug and blah blah
sign of lack of discipline
feel like a lone plank of floating wood
going nowhere de.

parent teacher meeting
sian...tcher want see mine
even thou i think they alr talked b4 due to blah blah thingy

this few weeks really experience alot of thingss
i wont say all is entirely bad but i really learn that better do things early and faster
b4 we can regret
oh crap, isnt this wad we have been saying for our past few years
e-gaming is steeping down
to look back, really felt that nth much had been done
but i guess no one bother too
they care more about their testimonial
this prove, uni admission doesnt depend on one useless paper but 2 in fact
ur A lvl cert and ur testimonial

ok end of all these crap
shall post when i got the random feel again

Rome is not build in a day
so is failure
and this is not determine by me
is by this "family"

temporary close
have no idea when will it be back

shall do an update since im now finally so sian of dota
last fri after sports meet join some of the ppl of 4Bo7 for sentosa outing
i should say it is called sausage fest 2009
reason: you ownself think. rofl
and the jjcians arrive quite late as we got sports meet and i got sage to attend first
and the suay suay part is
its drizzling when we finally arrive at sentosa thr la
but lucky we jus carry on and everything jus stop aft awhile

rush from sentosa to jurong point after that
omg its nearly frm one end to another
class dinner with o8s11 at fish n co
dinner with my prev mentor
seriously i dun carry hope for pw
i get B i announce sch holiday for myself liao

then after that still go home change to go R hse
as the eg funan team is preparing for the next day compy
go thr only to moral support them

phew and thats my weekend
thankfully mon is start of sch holiday
but it jus doesnt seems so
im not studying
thats terrible
3 tests when sch reopen
im so gonna screw it
and so many things to do
zomg
will this ever end
no
its never-ending
and i feel that im facing it all alone
i miss my friends :(


and and and
i think i starting o hav a problem communicaing with ppl
zzz

OMGWTFBBQ
TMR IS HOME LEARNING EXCERCISE
well i know the poly ppl sure feel is nth great since they have it most of the time
but for us, i guess it should be the first since this old sch first set up
tis also means i can wake up later
what a sigh of relief

anw today jus complete chem spa and maths test
maths is rather okay
and SPA has finally ended with lab session
must said that i did better for chem
since phy i jus draw one line and hand in
but more tests are coming up after march holidays
i jus dun feel that it is a holiday la
more like study break
plus so many things coming up
zzz
siansified

every night u sleep, u give urself hope
every morning u step out to sch, u bring along hope
but what comes back with you from sch
is reality
is facts
is truth
telling you that life might turn out to be something unexpected
or something cruel instead

this is life

it is not on how we start
but is on how we end

this should be the first we took this yr i guess

suddenly i felt tht there are so many things to do
or at least hope to do
jus before A lvl come
but time is short
and i really wonder am i really able to finish all
as what i told other ppl

have not been even updating
cos life is so tiring
on certain days
when i jus reached home
put down the bag
and lie on the bed
awhile later
zzz
im sleeping
din even care abt dinner
next morning wake up go sch
and the ironic part is
i actually still can slp during lesson aft that
i think im truely a pig
both habits and intelligence
looool

have not been updating for quite some time
bcos i dun really have tat strong mood to blog around too
is like such public blog only can talk abt wad happen
but not ones thought
and recently is jus boring days in sch
basically everyday is e same
except for friday
bcos fri is even worse

las wednesday went back to kss
with mervin wc tzeyang jh
saw the usual tchers
however ms ratna was in meeting
do din really wait for her
and i must say tat kranji do hav alot of jj graduates
and majority share the same thoughts with me abt e sch
shall not reveal
haha

then fri we celebrate wc bdae
even thou is kinda late
bought the cake near the sch then gotta travel to plaza sing
super long travelling time
and wc basically ate 3 pieces of cake
his face ate 2 pieces
then dinner and camwhoring
seirously this bunch of frens are crazy over l4d
shall justify when i got e pics

sat is vday
actually i dun reli care
and this yr jumper gang is split
cos i guess they all mugging
e rest shall not say liao
only can say its a self-own vday
sometime i wonder can ppl tahan joke nt
y so serious?

today is a good day
bcos i din pon any lesson
i got attempt tutorial

however
i still sleep in lecture
yawn
and i still fail my test
again
this time is chem test
10/34
and so many ppl congrats me
of scoring double digit
actually wad tcher said is true
if ppl can score high
why will e rest score low
and furthermore
i noe this paper is do-able
just that i din study enuf

tmr is one of the greatest day of the week
wednesday equal one of the best day to slack
somemore i think i alr have intention to skip gp liao
today im alr very guai to attend gp tut

and it is cca open hse
wad can we do?

and and and
one last thing
super gd news
heard from jasper that e latecoming record
will b erase
so which means...
i can late for 2 more times b4 i get suspended
nice right
gotta make gd use of it
or else it will be call as welfare loss
haha

just do abit of random update
receive my first test back: maths
and yeap failing as usual
cant believe i fail maths
but nvm fail until i used to it liao

anw recently i jus felt smth
i should really study harder
im nt refering to promos
but Os
oh well its been a yr
i jus suddenly realise my score is nt gd at all
cos even better result students aso cant go to their ideal choice
jus a sudden thought aft learning of so many similar disappointing case

and as days goes by
i seriously wanna quit dota
if only quit dota can make study better
i would jus willingly exchange it
but too bad, im in e-gaming
how to avoid this fact
to be frank, its nt my ideal cca
but jus so happen
that a bunch of kranjians are able to get tgt
in a same cca
nvm i know the day will come
very soon
when i dont touch dota anymore
it will

and last last thing
smth very sidetrack:
the 15 people who watched jumper last yr
i think it is time for us to reunite on the very same day
LOL
great?
haha

i am tired
is there hope in everything
at the first place

it is just so dumb

school is totally insane
but finally both tests finish liao
of cos i screwed it up
and it sux to tio alot of issues in sch
life is really like a vacumm cleaner
it sux
rofl

latecoming is one big prob
but shouldnt i be happy that at least its twice in a wk
rather than 4times per wk
and the other day is bcos i din come sch?
today one of the tcher told me smth
really make me rmb when las time we all still in 4b
ms ng scolding chengyang abt the wake up 5 min earlier
jus to make sure we can catch that particular bus
and cy was abit buay song

to tink again
its not so simple as waking earlier jus to catch that transport
it really depend on days
human are selfish
on some days
u board the train
passengers are packed at the entrance
while u see that e centre is not even packed

and there goes the train
u stand thr wait for another train
and u know u r gonna b late if this happen

u see ppl r jus liddat.
selfish
dun tink abt other passengers who need to board too
jus happily made it in
then start to listen mp3
or even worse
read newspaper
alr so packed liao still wanna waste space

while some passengers is those fierce one
dun care packed or not
dun care passengers inside e train is female or male
just chiong and bang in
not even a "sorry" said
wtf right
typical singaporean
what a shame

anw all these are just my opinion only
not targetting in any specific ppl
just feel that no doubt i might
sometimes wake up abit late
but e other times are some factors that i cant control
its like chem experiment
some errors cant be change
you only can prevent
but in this case, what u wanna me to do?
come sch earlier?
might as well tell me camp in sch
awww...if only sch got hostel

anw no matter wad i say
i cant be late anymore
either i fly to sch
or else jus take it that i waste 90cents
u-turn go back home and sleep
lmao

i know my tcher told me that
but
im still very excited for this coming cny hols
gonna make full use to play
cos im very deprived from fun
sch is driving ppl crazy
2 tests only
and is alr scaring me off liao

O lvl results alr came out
had seen some ppl de result
including my sis
btw, she going poly only.
and so many ppl de result jus prove me smth
do it once and good
dont regret
now is my turn to panic for chinese and PW

anw this yr cny really no mood sia
i think cos economic recession
everybody sian diao
i also din really prepare much
somemore the days sux la
mon n tues
liddat how to go frens hse
waraos

and time to start keep fit
muscle degeneration
lolol

ok sch has really started
and im alr feeling very very tired
things are piling up
tests
tutorials
and things that i feel that i nidda revise back from my year 1
and thats like nearly everything from last yr

and everything is nt smooth sia
trying to stop all the distraction going
but doesnt seems effective
A level stress is really beside me
self-stress
lol

but maybe it seem more positive
at least i change most of the teachers i wish them to go
sad to say
chem tutor aso go
thats the only sad part.

still in that holiday mood
but cant blame it mah
3months of holiday
including the mth aft promo. haha
cant on engine too
holiday looking back
is quite fantastic
din really regret for wasting or slacking it thru
instead of touching my work
now main part is faster go back to hmk
arghh

OMGWTFBBQ
SCH IS GONNA START REAL SOON!

recently have quite alot of things going
so is next wk
zzz
but dunnoe for some reasons
i dun feel like posting much of these
i just know that sch gonna start
and the dream has come to an end

this holiday has been rather
nothing in terms of academic
but its a super long break
and i jus feel like carry on to laze arnd

if they said boss is never wrong
then i simply dun give a shit to such crap

omg i din noe i got so many frens
who are oversea now
or going to la
and im still here
stuck in singapore
zzz

anw i dunnoe why
even thou i keep sleeping
i still get tired when i just reach work
perharps the theory by weishen
is true
the more u sleep, the more tired u are
lol

now work is really just for money
great
im so super burnt in my pocket liao


no one will ever really listen

time flies
in a few wk time
sch is gonna start
and it is time to go back sch
xmas is round the corner
and i hate it
cos it means another new yr is coming too
sigh
feeling rather lost
zzz

class chalet was like some sort the same as e-gaming chalet liddat
so nth much to sae
watch twilight during the chalet at downtown east
and somemore is midnight show
lucky i went to ask a guy to send some of us back to aloha changi
quite fun hitch-hiking
nex time shall try it at another place
lmao

and this few wks are gonna be hectic
im so gonna get caught in between alot of things la
and how i wish i got one random person to talk with
super mood-less
zzzz

omg
i should really find some time
to pack n tidy my room
half the room is filled with wires of
my old com (i set it up on e floor)
plus my hp charger
psp charger
speakers to play music frm my psp

then e other half is filled with all my tutorials
and lecture notes
plus even my secondary sch de things
lol...if got tio one electrical fire
reli gg liao
so fast spread

anw 4b chalet is just one day away
haha

when in rome
do like the romans
lol....
even the king also gotta follow them
ROFL

jus to elaborate abit
me and chengyang actually went to work at another place
shall not reveal the place
but the pay rate is imba alot

of cos thr is a few bad points la
i cant b late
cos the voucher is use machine clock de
and still got some minor here and thr de
then on the train back
i was like asking him whether to really go over thr
or jus stay at this pathetic novotel and carry on work
seriously the pay is reli turning me off

anw nex wk also hardly cant work as class chalet is coming up soon
and recently im feeling rather emotion-less
with these 2 very jialat eye bag
nothing really make me excited anymore
not even games
games just make me more stressed instead
LMAO

just came back from egaming chalet
super tired cos there is hardly chance to slp
as most of the ppl are squeezing tgt
and chionging their online games
indeed an egaming chalet

first day went to sch first
cos we finally sat dwn tgt for our first trg
before heading dwn to downtown east
seriously their chalet is way too small
aloha ftw
haha
then at nite went over to 4c07 de chalet thr tgt with munkit and weeyang to slp
actually over thr more fun
cos everyone play that damm water game
which cos our bladder to be so bloody full

and we bbq twice bcos we had too much uncooked stuff left.
so jus ate the second day bbq then faster zao liao
cos i aso feel quite buay tahan wanting to slp
so spend my mrt time sleeping
and get rdy cos tmr is back to work again.
lol

respect is precious
so i dont anyhow give
and dont make it look cheap
@#^%##$^

tonight then i found out
that actually taxi drivers
are quite a bunch of people who know real lot
maybe they spend most of their time drinking kopi
then chit chat
tonight the taxi driver said real lot
and fyi it is aso not uncle george
it is jieheng de "uncle"
haha

i feel like im being sandwiched
in between of everything
but nothing is mine

sigh... seriously, 神also have limit de
so many secrets inside
but secrets are meant to keep by ourselves
so miserable
im hostile now
rawr

sigh dun feel like sleeping

just now back from work was very funny
the taxi driver self pawn sia
fyi: it is not uncle george for those who know my usual driver
the taxi uncle cant find the e-voucher
then he over there panic finding here and thr
then i ask him "u check ur pants pocket la"
but he ignored and keep searching his taxi itself
then sometimes search thru his shirt pocket
totally dun listen to what i sae
until super long later
when i told him to jus give it a try and search his pants pocket
he walked out frm his car and put his hand into the pockets
it is there
super self-pawn sia

jieheng i think thats one of ur self-pawn family
LOL

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